FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH Bassist CHRIS KAEL Admits He Relapsed During Pandemic: 'It Was Not Good'
FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH bassist Chris Kael has admitted that he relapsed with alcohol more than a year ago during the coronavirus pandemic.
Over the course of the last four years, Kael touted having a sober lifestyle, saying that he was the “strongest” he had ever been after coming out of rehab.
However, the 47-year-old told Jason Rockman of Canada’s “The Rockman Power Hour” this week that he fell off the wagon as the coronavirus lockdown continued, saying that “it was not good.”
“I got sober February 3rd, 2018,” Chris said (as transcribed by BLABBERMOUTH.NET). “Were it not for a mishap during the pandemic, which I haven’t spoken publicly about until today, a mishap over the pandemic, it would have been four years [sober]. But right now I think I am… I have to go back and look at the date, honestly.”
He continued: “I remember I went to a concert and I was trying to do… I was, like, ‘All right. I fell off the wagon. I’ve been back on the wagon. I’m going in. I’m gonna try to control drinking this time. I’m gonna allow myself to have two. And if I do two, cool.’ Nope. Did three. Haven’t had a drink since. I said, ‘I can’t do it.’ Even trying to limit myself to two, I couldn’t do that.”
When Rockman commented that if having three drinks one night was the extent of Chris’s relapse, it wasn’t so bad, Kael countered with: “No, no. It was much worse before that. August of 2020, post-breakup, post-being in a house by myself, it was not good. So as I turned to not wanting to feel for a little while… Now, [I’m] back to it again — I’m doing my meetings, doing all the stuff, working with my sponsor, working the steps and all that stuff now.”
Kael said that he actually tried to get sober a couple of years before he went into rehab. “I was trying to do it on my own — and I’d been vocal about, ‘Yup. I gave it up. I did this,'” he said. “I did an interview with [comedian] Dean Delray and I was talking about it. A short time thereafter, I was out on the road and I caught a case of the fuckits with whatever I was going through at that point — overdramatizing everything ’cause that’s what I liked to do back in the day. Now I’m much more centered, much more focused. But I had just poured a drink and I was walking off the bus and a fan came running up to me: ‘Kael, I wanna thank you. You going sober made me think about myself going sober.’ And there I am standing with a fucking [drink] in my hand. ‘Yeah, man. I’m just doing what I can to help out.’ And I felt like such garbage.
“So it was important for me, for my own accountability, to be vocal about it,” Kael explained. “‘Cause I’m a people pleaser — I wanna make people happy; I don’t want people to be disappointed in me — so, in the beginning, it was very important for me to be vocal about it so that others would know and I kind of have that babysitter collectively around the world watching. I’m much better at self-accountability and not needing other people to have their eye on me. I think I’m out from under that rock at this point. But collectively, we do the groups, we do our meetings — all kinds of stuff. So I still have that support system — even tighter support system. My God, [during] the pandemic, I did more meetings in Zoom than I ever did before the pandemic.
“Obviously, COVID was awful, but if you look for the silver lining to things, you can turn a negative into a positive if you just clear your mind, look around and take a full scope of what’s going on and just really continue to do the right thing,” he added.
Kael previously opened up about his battle with alcohol and drug addiction in a February 2021 interview with MACHINE HEAD frontman Robb Flynn’s “No Fuckin’ Regrets With Robb Flynn” podcast, FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH bassist Chris Kael. At the time, he stated about his decision to get sober: “I was doing blow, but I realized when I went to rehab, I was always the key bump guy. So just keeping the levels up just enough to fight any sort of depression. And then also through that time, Ivan [Moody, FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH singer] was very much the focus of the issues [with drugs and alcohol] that he was going through at that point. No surprise and no secrets there — we’ve all seen the stuff that happened back then. But he was the focal point for everybody. So I was kind of able to hide in the background while he was dealing with his stuff. So I got to slide under the radar most of the time.
“The real decline for me started maybe two months before I cleaned up,” he continued. “Just life situations — I was going through a divorce at the time… We got divorced after I got out of rehab, but the process had kind of been started before. And honestly, my goal going into rehab was — I wrote [my then-wife] a note; she may still have it; I’m sure she probably does. It was basically, like, ‘Hey, I’m going to get help’ and become the guy that she married in the first place and not this person I had become. So I very much wanted to get back and get out of rehab and go back to being married and whatnot. But it changed. And it was real bad probably the last three weeks of it. I didn’t get too out of control. [There were] a couple of times here and there where I would really let go and there were indications that things were getting worse for me. But I basically ended up in just like a real depressed period, and I decided, ‘Fuck, man. I can’t do this anymore.’ I called my buddy Greg, and he took me to rehab that day. And it was the weakest I’ve ever felt in my life, walking into that rehab. But then once I got out of rehab, I was, like, that’s the fucking strongest I’ve ever been, is admitting that I can’t deal with this and I need to figure something else out.”
Kael went on to say that things got so bad for him at one point that he didn’t always enjoy performing live. “When you’re on stage at Wembley, sold-out show, and you’re on stage going, ‘Ah. Can we just get the fuck off here?’, something’s fucking wrong with your endorphin levels,” he laughed. “My body was just so beat up. I never played fucked up on stage, but I definitely played tired from the night before many times. And that was one of those nights. My body was beat up from the night before. We probably had a day off in London. Me and my bass tech used to daydrink all day long.”
Back in April 2018, Kael told the KLAQ radio station that he was “going through about an eight-ball of cocaine a week” at the height of his addiction. “That got to be the biggest problem for me,” he revealed. “That and depression, the two things, were not good. I didn’t realize it until I got into rehab that I was self-medicating with cocaine to get my dopamine levels up to fight the depression. I never even thought about that. And then when you come off it, you crash hard.”
Kael first revealed his battle with addiction in a series of tweets, saying that his then-wife played a “major role” in helping him get clean. “Had she not busted me trying to restock after burning through $1300 in blow in two days in late January [2018], I truly believe that I would not be here today,” he wrote.
FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH’s eighth album, “F8”, was released in February 2020 via Better Noise Music. A follow-up effort is expected later this year.
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Earlier today, GRETA VAN FLEET released the following statement: “We are disheartened to announce that the shows from March 22nd through April 2nd must be rescheduled for the health and safety of our brother, Jake.
“We recognize how upsetting this news is and share your disappointment. While Jake has been discharged after being hospitalized for four days, he is still struggling with pneumonia and its symptoms. The healing process is long and slower than anticipated. Jake wanted to push through, however doctors have advised doing so could potentially lead to further complications and a longer recovery.
“Right now, we are actively working on rescheduling and will share information about the new dates as quickly as possible. We are determined to play these shows.
“To our fans in Madison, WI – unfortunately, the March 22nd performance must be canceled due to planned venue renovations later this year. However, we love you and your city, and will find a way to make it up to you. Refunds will be available at point of purchase.
“To the fans, friends, and family that planned to travel great lengths to be with us – your unwavering support has not gone unnoticed. We appreciate your dedication, understanding, grace, and sympathy.
“This is only the beginning of the tour and it is important for Jake to heal so the rest of ‘Dreams In Gold’ 2022 can continue as planned through the rest of the year, starting in South America.
“Love and light, Jake, Josh, Sam, & Danny”.
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GRETA VAN FLEET launched its U.S. tour on March 10 at the Wings Event Center in Kalamazoo, Michigan.
The band supported METALLICA on February 25 in Las Vegas and recently announced two additional dates with the California metal giants.
GRETA VAN FLEET will be joined by a host of acclaimed artists on their fall tour, including THE PRETTY RECKLESS, HOUNDMOUTH, DURAND JONES & THE INDICATIONS, FRUIT BATS, Robert Finley, CROWN LANDS and Hannah Wicklund.
The group is touring in support of their acclaimed sophomore album, “The Battle At Garden’s Gate”, released last year to extensive chart and critical success. The album debuted at No. 1 Billboard Rock Album, No. 1 Billboard Hard Rock Album, No. 1 Billboard Vinyl Album, No. 2 Billboard Top Album Sales and in the Top 10 on the Billboard 200. The album currently has 275,000 in sales, with streaming numbers at 200 million and continuing to climb.
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— Greta Van Fleet (@GretaVanFleet) March 21, 2022